Okay. Time to get honest. The motivating force behind blogging about Grace is the absence of it.
That is not entirely the truth -- the are a multitude of Grace-filled moments every one of my days. The gift of life is top on the list. But, for the last two years, I have been digging myself into a hole because I have not been embodying Grace in a primary relationship. I am motivated by fear which is sustained by shame. I am not happy but I continue walking in the wrong direction anyway. I am desperately seeking faith to still my fear. I need to have faith in myself and trust that the Universe will take care of me. Meanwhile, I continue to suffocate as I go deeper.
I'm afraid to be honest. What is Grace without living the truth?
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